Happy Mother's Day

Mango Float for my beloved Mama...
i know im not a gd daughter
and i dont know how to say some sweet things,
but i m so grateful for everything u did to me
and i love u, mama!

Happy Mother's Day :)

林家庭 :)

時間過得真快... 轉眼已經一年了... 回憶起怎樣認識林家庭, 真的是一個奇蹟...

看著他們一家在福音路上進步, 因為福音而得到的祝福, 真的很開心...


我不擅於表達的人的愛...可是在心中...他們是我在傳道中最愛的家庭, 是一個非常大的奇蹟...

Vivian快去BYU-Hawaii 讀書了... 真的為她興奮!! 我知道這一切並不易, 但由於她對福音的堅持, 對家庭的愛...天父會默默看守著, 祝福著這可愛的家庭...

我愛林家庭 :)

離開是為了再回來

兩個月後, 再回來這可愛地...

原本打算一個人出走澳門,

有時候是需要獨自一個"冷靜下"...

可惜計劃有變, 一人團變成六人團,

本身是失望的...

因為我只想回去避世, 獨個四處走走, 拍照...

不過,多人團也好... 歡笑聲更多~

真的好喜歡這個地方,走遍整個澳門已無數遍,

可是依然愛著...

這地方總有一種魔力吸引著我,

留戀著我...

p.s: 與澳門好友們晚餐, 真好!! 大佬佳, 看著佳佳在教會中的進步, 真的很恩惠... 雖說我幫不了他太多, 可是真的很開心!

Elder Reeser, 分隔兩地, 溝通困難了... 少見面了... 難得在澳門可以與這好友相聚... 感覺真好!! :)

東風破

終於看了.... 個人認為是好看的! 

 

喜歡那淡淡的色調; 

喜歡 ketchup 的歌做配樂;

喜歡那中藥店中的百子櫃; 

喜歡那古老氣氛;

喜歡傳統相機...

 

 

舊事物的傳承, 今一代又會否繼續?!
有人回來, 有人離開... 

最終想找的卻是一份肯定... 

人事變遷, 留下的只有一份情吧!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

P.S. :: 很喜歡周俊偉在片中的旁白... 

"想重新選擇 是因為不喜歡現在的自己;
不喜歡現在的自己 是因為以為身邊的人比自己有更多的選擇;
懷疑自己比不上別人 覺得自己作了錯誤的選擇;
但若然沒有錯的選擇 那對的就變得沒有意義了..." 

 

終於病了

" 我病了 實在太好不過了...
我病了 你會發現我都幾鬼Cute...
我病了 成個人輕飄飄~~~~ "

腦袋不停轉著這首歌...
我終於都病了...

我常常都烏鴉咀,
一講 "我都想病下..." 就即中招...
我比平常人奇怪, 我是喜歡患病的...
因為病了, 總有藉口可以停一停, 抖一抖...
病了, 總有人會關心一下自己...

我病了 ...

awesome belated bday celebration with awesomes!

I just feel so lonely sometimes, especially i need to celebrate Birthday by myself...

Luckly, i got u two! my lovely missionary buddies!
Thanks for the belated birthday lunch at Ruby Tuesday!

We all have a great time together....i feel so good to hang out with my true friends~ i m so excited for this comming June! we had a promise, we need to go to Ocean park when they finish their mission!! i hope we can make it~  long time no see... but we still so close! thats what true friend are! thanks for always making fun with me, also, caring me! u two made my day :)

Lost hope

losing faith, losing hope...
everything driving me crazy...
which way is the best for me,
stay or go? i m still waiting the answer from heaven
so, what can i do for now? waiting patiently?
stay or go? earn money or waste money?

生活快樂

連日來為我家小狗BB 奔波忙碌,
情緒一直處於低落狀態...
所以連今天, 即我的生日 也是平平淡淡的過!

昨晚,發現錯過了一位好友的來電... 有點失望! 因為很久也沒有和他聊天了... 我們的距離總是這麼近那麼遠... 幸好, 今天晚上, 他再次致電... 第一句便是 " 生活快樂!" 噢~這是我們的鬼語言! 也是最大的祝福... 不只是生日才快樂! 是生活常常也要快樂! :) 想不到他還記得今天是我的生日... 想不到他會主動打電話給我... 想不到他依然記著每一件我告訴他的事... 雖是短短十五分鐘的對話, 卻可以滿足我幾天之久... 他總是有一估特別的力量令我開心... 謝謝開心先生! 不用多說, 不用多見, 卻總是關心著彼此...  感謝生命中總會出現至少一位這種的好友... 

祝我  生活快樂! :)

養兒一百歲 長憂九十九

這兩天, 我家小狗傻B 突然反常, 不再傻乎乎... 而是悶悶不安... 全身震了, 不時哭著... 它病了~

它痛得很利害, 我們不忍心要帶它去看急症... 傻BB 要留院...醫生估計它是腰椎盤凸出, 要立刻做手術, 如果不是的話, 它可能會癱瘓! 但手術費相當昂貴! 加上風險問題也要考慮! 可是, 如果它不做手術, 繼續痛, 繼續受苦的話, 可能要把它人道毀滅... 要作出決定真的很難... 不知怎算好, 只懂不停哭...

可是, 哭哭啼啼總不會對事件有幫助! 所以再難的決定也要去作... 只是需要多一點心理準備! 幸好BB 的情況還未去到要讓它離去... 我們決定把它帶回家, 希望藥物能控制它的病情和痛苦... 我亦有心理準備它將會隨時復發, 我們亦不想它受苦, 到時候也要狠心一點讓它離開...

感謝這件事讓我成長, 變得更成熟.... 如果不是BB, 我想我還不會明白受到病痛所帶來的折磨和痛苦! 如果不是它, 我還不會明白生命原來真的好脆弱... 因為這件事, 我明白到做父母擔心子女的感覺... 我明白到, 我不在家時, 媽媽多麼的憂心... 怕我食不好睡不好,怕我病了不懂得照顧自己... 現在, 我反而明白到 身邊最愛的人 總會變老, 總有一天辰離開我... 所以我知道我需要好好珍惜他們, 別讓愛我的人憂心...

亦感謝我能認識福音, 感謝耶穌基督的贖罪, 感謝我能了解救恩計劃 ... :)



BB, 別哭了... 我會與你一起捱過的...
祝你早日康復!

單身情人節

對我而言, 情人節對沒有情人的我來說並沒什麼大意義...

請各位不要再催我找個男朋友了...

聽得多都厭...

有的自然會有, 我不強求!

別問我他是誰... 別問我有什麼要求...

因為我也不知道...

我只知那個會愛我到永遠的人應該在某一處,

時候到了, 他自然會出來找我的... 哈哈!

繼續享往單身的日子吧!

情人節不只給情人去曬命...

也要向身邊每一位家人朋友表達你對他們的愛!

to my family and all my friends:

I LOVE U~ :)

Rediscover Macau

離開是為了回來...
幾個月後, 終於有機會再回來了!
這一次,
用不同的角度再看看這小填;
用心感受小鎮風情...
用四日三夜走遍橫街窄巷...

喜歡它 新與舊, 中與葡的混合;
喜歡它 處處充滿著藝術氣息;
喜歡那悠閑的生活態度...
喜歡... 喜歡...

這一敞, 讓我重新發現澳門... 

這一敞, 讓我更加愛這古城 :)

究竟...

一切來得太快...
同樣地, 會不會走得更快?!

究竟, 你是怎樣走進我的世界?
究竟, 眼前的一切是不是只是夢境?
究竟, 究竟....?
看來, 再追究也沒什麼關係了...

Great conversation

"Hey, XXX is so ugly! i m scared of him too" - R

"Ohhh~ haha! same taste! thats why i did that." - Me

blah blah blah........

"Anything i can help u?" - R

"ummm... keep my name in yr prayer everyday...and wish me luck! haha!" - Me

"So, Anything i can give u? ... wait! oh~ i know~ is HAPPY!!" - R

What a great conversation and thanks for yr support! because of this conversation, i know why we r really really good friend :)

Sweet night

一堆堆令人奧惱的文件,
一封封待回覆的電郵,
一個個未解決的問題...

苦惱的凌晨, 多得好友安慰!
令這苦苦的凌晨, 變得甜甜的 :)

偶遇朋友一號

時間剛剛好...
早上, 在火車中看見熟悉的背影,
原來是好朋友一號...
難得的偶遇,當然來一個從後突擊嚇死你!哈哈... :D

人人也說你變了,
變得嚴肅和固執...
而在我眼中, 你依然是你!
依然是常逗我開心的朋友一號~

u made my morning, #001~ :)

甜絲絲

Peanut Butter Chocolate :)

受人所托... 漏夜趕工的愛心朱古力!
呵呵~ 很美... 賣相一流!! 也非常好味... :P
最大的滿足感卻是收禮者的欣賞...
弄得再辛苦也是值得的 :)

Life is so good

It is so hard to turn back in to the real life,I m getting used to, but i dont like it...

Sometimes,i just dont know how to make a right decision;It seems i have a lot of concerns need to solve,so many things need to do...

Just like that i m standing on the cross road,and wondering which way is better or easier for me~ I think I m losting... so stressful`

Lucky, i know that i m not alone.I know that Heavenly Father loves me so much,He wants me to keep learning and to keep growing though these challenges. He know me better than i know myself~ I m so greatful that he sent some angels around me.We didnt know each other at all before our mission, and we became great friends. Just a short times, but, it seems we met each other a long long time ago. Although we dont know each very deep,although we cant see and talk to each other everyday, or every week,

but we r keeping our friendship better and better~ Thats what the gospel does for us - to bring us together!

No matter who is sad, who is facing some challenges, We r always here and give each other supports, loves and cares! This is what true friends are...

I just love u guyz so much,I just love to talk to u, especially when i feel down,yr name is the first impress shown in my mind,and i know i need to talk to u guyz asap! It made my day!I m so blessed that i have u guyz in my life,I feel full of loves and cares around me.

No matter how hard to achieve the goals, or how crappy in my life,I just want to say it loud: 'LIFE IS SO GOOD!!!'  :)

Finally, u got it...

I received this sms from my buddy Singapore Li... from this message, i can feel how sad that he need to leave Mandarin, and move to Macau... His message just said that he had a totally same feeling as me! Because i also just stayed in my 3rd area TST for 6weeks only, and then, i need to move to Macau!! just like him...

i know how sad it is... i can clearly remember that, when i moved to TST, there is nothing!! no investigator, no lesson... so, i worked really really hard in there, went to finding everyday, called the formers, visited the less active members... then,all the things was going pretty well. we had new investigators every week. In the last week of that move,we had 7or8 new investigators! it was amazing... But, at the same time, i received a call from the AP - Singapore Li, he told me that they will cut the sisters companionship in TST area!!! i was so shocked, and i started to cry and kept asking him why...(i hated that i heard this sad news from my good friend, and i ignored him a whole week, haha) i just work really hard to build all the things up, i knew they can see that, but i didnt know why!! so, those days had been really hard for me, when i thinking of all the things i did, all my investigators, i'll feel so sad. it has gone up and down really quickly, and it kept a week after i moved to Macau...

Luckly, i moved there with Soso(b/c of Macau, we beacame really good friends), he encouraged me a lot... and i tried to overcome that, i know everything happen has a reason,i know that Heavenly Father has a plan for me, i know i need to accept and follow his will,i learn how to trust the Lord and do whatever he want me to do, and have faith in him.So, i chose to forget myself and go to work. i worked very very very diligently... then, i start to love this place, i love all the people i met, i love everything there!!! and i saw so many blessing and miracles everyday!

I know that he will love that special and wonderful place, the promise land - Macau!

Work hard and good luck, my friend ;)

Please let me go...

I just freaked out today.I dont know what can i do at that moment... just shaking and shaking...

Is that my false?actually,I dont really know, and dont know whats happen at all... but,i just know that its all about the rules!!if u dont keep the rules,sorry~i will not being good to u,anymore!!

Love is let he/she go when u know he/she doesnt love u... please,let me go~ 

*P.S.:: So happy that i can talked to my good friend Singapore Li. I just clam down a lot... Thats what i need!!! Missionary just has the most powerful power to comfort people

He is my sunshine to light up my darkness at that time!!hahaa.. Thankyou so much,my buddy~

Return with Honor

Finally back home!! i cant believe that i finished my mission already... 18 months! Time flies!!

I m so grateful that i chose to serve as a full time missionary. i learned and grew up a lot. i cant count what i done in this 18 months, but i know all these experiences are meaningful and unforgettable. i earned so much, this is the BEST thing i ever done in my life. also, i just want to say that i know what Heavenly Father & Jesus Christ live. i m so grateful for the gospel i have, it changes and blesses my life. :)